duminică, 5 ianuarie 2014

Still searching?

There are no gates, doors or search...There is nothingness. There is no getting somewhere. There is only an emptiness from where you can go everywhere freely. It's a freedom that comes with the responsibility of renouncing the huge ego of separateness. The renunciation of separation's conflict. In order to get to others you have to go within. But the biggest mistake we're doing when we try to go deep within, is the search of the self, the wandering to the shallow depths of the ego, whereas “within” is letting go of the ego so that there's room to get everywhere. Only then, the search disappears. When the ego is annihilated, only for a moment, there's the key to understanding effortlessly that there is no need for the struggle. Everything is already there, to be discovered or unraveled. Only the struggle of the self to separate itself, keeps us blocked into that which we think of being our own internal world. But the magic is momentary when we perceive our internal world as magical, only through our eyes, while magic is already everywhere and in everyone. You are everyone and everything. Bun only when YOU becomes NO ONE, YOU can become EVERYONE and EVERYTHING. And only when we realize that we are everything, without doing nothing, but just being and observing, that's when living begins, that's when magic happens outside too. Because inside becomes outside and vice-versa. We are beyond inside – outside separation, beyond good and evil etiquette, beyond materiel, beyond words, beyond suffering or pleasure...we are joy in just being, in just looking at the stars, in just looking into eachother's eyes seeing our souls reflected in that which we think is the other. We are the others...we are the ants, we are the sorrow and we are the joy, the comfort, the pain, the all and the nothingness, the fulfillment in emptiness.

I am joy, I am you! But you are not you and I am not me, until we realize that you are me, I am you and that's what bliss is. It is not to be searched for or attained. It is here, there, nowhere and everywhere. It is in every NOW, that can only feel good or bad only when it is lived or experienced, nor analyzed and compared to that which is no longer present or that which could be, therefor – an illusion.